Well, everything went good with my tests yesterday. The doctor didn't see anything that worried him. One would think that if I feel perfectly fine and the doctor didn't see anything that bothered him that we would be good to go. Not quite so though. We have to wait to get more tests back, get more tests done, wait for those to get back.....and so goes the cycle of "there is not actually anything wrong with you we're just going to try to keep looking till we find something." I'm trying hard not to get discouraged, but it's difficult with no end in sight.
I've waited for this moment to travel since I was such a little girl. We've been though constant delays for one reason and another over the past year. We held strong through all of those delays, trusting that He had a plan for everything. We finally thought we were in the clear; made it though training, had our plane tickets in hand...only to be delayed once again by this and I see no end in sight. Everything is going in such slow motion. I feel like the answers are so easy, we just have to wait to get this test back and that test back. If I had a goal or a light at the end of the tunnel to look forward to I think it would be easier. But nothing, who knows when they'll decide it was all just a fluke and we can go....
3 comments:
I know it must be very discouraging to just sit and wait. But like you said, He DOES have a plan. Maybe to keep you safe from something, or that you'll meet someone at the right time. We may never know. Just trust Him and try to relax before the whirlwind of things begins!! I love you and we're "thinking" about you!
Thanks for the Update, This too Shall Pass. Get Well and Keep up Good Works in this Country. There is Plenty to do for Ones with that Special Talent.
Sarah,
I know that it seems like there is not an end in sight but if we could see the big picture maybe we wouldn't trust so much because we would have all the answers and time frame of things.... so maybe this is a time to trust everyday, every second, every moment for what he has. Lean on him knowing that he knows the big picture and even though a time frame for things can be set he knows the right time, and when it is his time, it will happen. love ya'll my thoughts are with you guys
jessie
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